moody day...

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long time didn't write lur..

3rd weeks..
everyday just study study and study..
prepare for attend next class,refer all thing chp lecturer had discussed..
is it called uni life???

finally i mentioned tat why my bro ask me to play all the game, do all the things n so on b4 i start my uni life..as tat is no time to play..except weekend la of course..XP

ga yao la..

my problem

lack of confident
poor of english
lack of confident speak in front of people
too shame
lack of courage
managing time

all of this i need to overcome..
i need to manage all of this as well as possible..
violet do more effort arh..

i try to adapt my uni life..i won't lazy to wake up early anymore..as responsible to be a student..if i don't do it so..what can i do when i graduated..
wow..ga yao bao wen!

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erm..i had cried as of feel stressful with my study on sunday..hmm..may be i thk too negative so juz will felt depression..CANNOT LIKE THIS 1 LOH..=="

sometime really intend to rely somebody to express my feeling..arh!!!actually not too stress..mb i still can't adapt at all..hmm..=(
hey..i study psychology 1 eh..thinking negative is it!!!change pls!!YER!

friday is coming...

ya..tmr is shiqi's birthday..by the way..we will celebrate to her also...wow..shiqi 19 year old lo..hoho..i'm still young!!!haha..

today wrote an essay call resumy...yer!!dun noe how to write at all!!!damn...><
juz write about 4 paragraph(short short 1) like a formal letter...
study skill & employability..got 2 hours!!!b4 tat we felt will damn bore during tat ime..but...lecturer dismiss us at 3++pm wow...juz after we wrote the essay..some of the foreign country student had came out to describe their feeling as of the lecturer want they do it so..conclusion..they all can't adapt for malaysia 's food!!too spicy or blar blar..hehe..they juz ate kfc or mc at all..so pity leh..can keep slim ya..haha..

yer..still can't really listen all the point tat lecturer said and explain..!!!they just keep said continuing..but they r professional..i try to listen all the words..and cause me can't reference to the text book to find the points they explaining..><..oh my god!!!i need to improve my self and keep do prepare b4 the class..i need to read and check dictionary!!!keep doing it!!!
my life become like this!!!no choice..the way i am!!!i choosed it then i should follow it..ganbatte!!!

2nd & 3rd day..

hmm..it was come to 3rd day already..i just can say that i'm tired to wait for the stupid ktm..i need to wait a long time n force myself go inside the crowded ktm..speechless to it..who called so many ppl work at kl(almost are malay..n i hate it!!!)..i discover that the smell of indian is more weird than malay guy..yer!!!gonna vomit with those smell..=.="

overall these 2 days are ok..today is 1 of these days that nonid let ppl push inside ktm..i really trying to speak english at all..no matter in classroom, asking for some information/questions...yeah..i like it actually..i had introduce myself many times since i gone many different class n met different ppl at all..got indian jerman bla bla bla..haha..those i don't know whr is it also..XD..no matter!

i had slept for 11 hours yesterday!!6pm-545am!!wow...but then is tired as had taken too long time to sleep..><

beside that..i 'm still looking for friday n also saturday..i like to enjoy my life..i want a wonderful & creative life..i like fun..i should smile always i tell myself..smile is vital!!!i wan throw away my cool face smelly face..XD..i must improve my english in a short time!!!ENGLISH IS VERY VERY VERY VITAL!!

by the way, i had knew some high school student that same with my course..1 is kuang hwa n 1 is bin hwa..both of that at pahang 1..both of them live in hostel also..they r quite 8!!like a 8po..haha..

i had missed 1 day for my diary eh..yer...my wish had broken!!!blang blang blang!!!XD

yup!!

yeah..finally can start write my diary at here..XD
today really is a new life in my life span!!i really enjoy the life in uni...i try to do all the things tat i nv done it b4..like introduce myself in eng,try to be talkative,try to know my coursemate,etc...sumthing i really nid to say is..i finally overcome the nervous feel of 1 ppl!!!

=.="1st day,i had late to attend the 1st class in this morning..><
i hate the stupid ktm!let me wait 40++mins at kepong sentral..keep delay n delay..made the ktm crowded with ppl..fulled with malaysian n also few foreigner..but most of tat r malay..=="dun noe y malay ppl really got some weird smell on their body..XD..really packed cause i can't hole anything tat can let me more stable..so juz stand at thr n keep let ppl push!

finally i reached tasik selatan at 7:55am..=.=..so i muz take taxi as no time to wait for the shuttle bus..waste money again!unfortunately the shuttle bus past through me after i took a taxi..but..the driver is nice..he reach ucsi in a short time..thx!!as i told him to be more faster..as i gonna late edi..XP

all my lecturer are gud n nice...they smile always n lovely..
today we juz nid to listen all the briefting of our course..yup of course we play a game in psy 1..tat is use crayon to draw somethings to describe urself..no wonder is ur future, family, friend,personality...juz draw!!at last i knew 2 monkey..as they r talkactive n like to laugh..of course not only 2 lah..

i had exchange email,msn,phone no. with some guy..oh ya..i met chong hwa senior also..hehe..she is 00' 1..most vital is..all the ppl speak in english..in that situation,i really need to force myself to speak in eng..erm..quite like it..

overall is okay..
no any accident was happened..choi!!!

the end~