a boring day

Bored a whole day
No one to chat with
It is mother's day today and it supposed to be happy because i had done a cheese cake which is my mum's favourite cake for her.
Nevertheless, I feel so lonely because all of my family member had gone out after 4pm..
All of them are having their own activities, but for me, i was staying at home at all.
It might be the reason that caused me to feel lonely.
Facing to the textbook whole day, but i failed to concentrate on it although it is an interesting subject to study.

Mum i love u forever.

The following month wil be father's day but i have no idea to celebrate

Silent hide everything
Smile hide everything
These the method i used to hide my mind from others
But silent not the best way to deal with
somewhat it creates problems that are not easy to solve

I'm still searching the best way to ease down my weird mind.